Jan 032013
 

  I need him, I thought to myself as I sat in my car waiting for him to arrive. My senses are alive, and I can feel goose bumps form as I see his headlights appear down the road. It’s not the sex I crave. It’s… Something deeper. The look in his eyes, the way […]

Jan 022013
 

It took months. Trying to meet with professors, tuning my research proposal. Making sure I had my ducks in a row. I needed to be working in THAT library. To have the key. To have access. Ever since I saw you shelving books on that lonely rainy afternoon. You smiled and it took my breath […]

Dec 282012
 

When I think of her, I first imagine her eyes.  They were blue, dark, almost cobalt.  Striking.  Engaging.  They said more in a moment than I ever spoke in words. Then I think of her hair, her raven mane, long and flowing, wavy and full.  When we fucked, it went everywhere.  Everywhere.  When she stood […]

Dec 282012
 

I can hear the rest of the party in the background.  The loud DJ.  The coworkers laughing and dancing in the awkward drunk way drunk people do. The door is locked.  The door…is…locked.  I locked the door when we snuck in, I think.  God, I hope I locked the door. She smells so good.  She […]

Dec 282012
 

“Wait.” He turned, looking at me quizzically. When the doors to the elevator closed, I immediately grabbed him by his tie and pulled his body towards mine.  We slammed against the wall with a muffled thud, his head now near mine as I continued to hold his fashioned noose.  His leather gloved hands had instinctively […]

Dec 282012
 

The concert was loud.  And crowded.  And because of a series of annoying laws recently passed I had to take my nicotine addiction outside into the cold wet evening. The band was bland, the beer flat and just barely not warm, and the food was sold out, though I would not have expected much from […]

Dec 282012
 

I really needed to pee.  Like really needed to pee.  Like dancing outside the bathroom door, holding my crotch needed to pee.  And for some fucking reason, he was taking a shower at 1am.  1am!  Who the fuck showers at 1am? He didn’t hear me knock over the running water, which I’d been doing for […]

Dec 212012
 

We’d planned this for months.  Ever since I first met you all those years ago in graduate school, I’ve wanted to be with you. But times change, as do people, and we were both married. We both had partners we loved and children we adored. There was too much to risk to talk about love, […]